urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:glass_horizons all of life is chaos making patterns on eternity glass_horizons 2006-01-09T02:35:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:glass_horizons:37767 2006-01-09T02:35:25Z 2006-01-09T02:35:25Z If you want something and cannot have it, and it means enough to you, you'll change for it.... but sometimes that change is not enough. Sometimes you loose it all anyway, just by being who you are...<br /><br />And yet even as you loose all because of yourself, you loose yourself to it all. You try so hard to have things in your grasp that you change from who you were completely. <br /><br />So what do you do when you've lost yourself in a loosing game? <br /><br />You try not to loose what you have left. Change, change, change again... and hope that someday you get it right.